s3x was never a big issue for me, although i do believe that previous occurrences in my life would alter my s3x life later on. What I'm saying is, most of you know who I'm with and I've been with him for almost two years, i always wanted to wait until I'm married, but now i feel as if i really want to experience this with that person, it's like a feeling i never felt with anyone else before, and i know as ariyah said i could regret it, i don't want to regret it but that's a risk people, mostly women, take at some point in their life, i mean not every marriage works out. And the issue isn't really peer pressure because no one is really forcing me, except for my cousin, she totally pissed me off!!! a while back she was like i should have s3x with my bf because we were together for a while. I was blown away i had so much on my mind to say but what i said was not enough to express how i felt. I said, "the length of time is not a factor but it's the decision that i want to make and i could tell you really didn't put much thought into that decision because i'm not the one the whole school is "talking" about and i ain't planning to go down that road either sweetie so chill with your eagerness" and she got mad at me, am i right or wrong?? that's for me to decide all she could do is give her opinion not dominate me and try to manipulate my mind and body!!! But yes ariyah is right again because the moment a guy pulls his pants down and pulls it up he's still the same person but for a girl her life is changed after that moment.
